What is life on the razors edge? When you are manic depressive, there is both a mania and a depression edge that is razor sharp. At the moment I’m live life on the mania razor’s edge. Not something I would wish on my worst enemy. Over time with mindfulness I have learned how to go to a place that’s like having an out of body experience. I’m able to look at myself as if I was someone else and see the mania which wants to drive my behavior. Mindfulness is the best weapon against the mania having it’s way. Also use the healing room meditation, in which my father visits me almost every time. He’s concerned for my welfare. He tries to give me good advice but the mania won’t let me listen.

Oh well, such is life in the manic depressive fast lane….